Submitted by andy
Time flies again huh. It’s actually the last day of the year 2011! Hm, I don’t have any resolutions. I really don’t. But for 2011 I have been very hardworking especially for the past 5-6 months. Maybe not everyone is going to agree with me but all the achievements that I’ve gotten is priceless.
BUT there’s always a but… I really don’t know how much longer can I sustain in this kinda tough environment. Training can be tough, that, I don’t mind. I just cannot apprehend and go through shit to make me feel like shit. I mean even a piece of shit can be used as a fertilizer. I’m worse than shit.
So for the next 4 months or so in the year 2012, I’ll still be working hard. I am pretty much numbed of feeling worse than shit. SO NOTHING CAN PENETRATE ME. Really, I’ve got nothing to lose. Even the tall, hairy and self-centered man can’t. He who constantly proclaims that he’s the devil and always threaten not to drive him CRAZY is seriously, um, speechless for him la. Maybe he needs anger management.
Ok ok… shhhhhh… be nice to people. HA!
Submitted by asummerstateofmind
So the end of September means it’s time for me to wake up. Sometimes I need to just step out of my own realm to look around me, see what’s going on and stop being so apathetic for my own life.
One of the most important person in my life woke me up to stop being so pessimistic and strive for the better, not only for myself, but for people who cares about me, as well as for the ones who look down on me.
I’m not going to let myself fall so easily. What’s a sweet victory without all the pain?
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This is me inside. Losing my mind soon.
“You’re too young to have leg injuries.”
“So do you want to rest or give it your best shot?”
“Don’t think about the pain.”
Oh dear, what have become of me? In there is just a black hole of pain and I thought my threshold for pain is high. Guess not. Okay I should be more positive. Not that life is ugly now, just tough. But really, the only easy day was yesterday. At least I’ve made some good friends in there - to motivate my fat ass to push on.
So tell me, do you guys think I can make it, or would you name me a weakling if I raise the white flag? :/
Here I am struggling with my low battery bb, waiting for them clothes that are still churning in the washing machine and listening to the other batch having their water parade downstairs. What life. These few days of training have been draining, to a point that my whole body is aching DRAMATICALLY but still have to grit onto your teeth and keep doing. Oh yes, I almost puked today after some major sprinting. Ya weak me. I’m not emo btw, just bored and want to blog, also waiting for those damn clothes in the washing machine! Btw, it’s already lights out and I’m risking my life typing away. Goodnightm
Last week was too much of alcohol consumption, hence the decision to NO DRINKING even a tiny bit of alcohol for a week or two. The liver definitely needs to be taken care of.
And yes, I do love and can’t resist a good cuppa Mojito. (:
Well, these weeks I haven’t been the happiest, because of things that stirred me up emotionally. Oh this is definitely not because of the ones I hold dear to. You know, that kind of feeling when you are angry but wouldn’t want to care less about it and stoop to a certain level just to get back at “that” situation in a fit of pique? And so I endured and joked about it. But what happened at the most recent, wow, I was taken aback. Really taken aback. What can I say huh? Straight away I could see through everything really clearly. If I’m a role of a confidant, I would not word vomit.
Trust is like a paper, once you crumpled it, it will not be perfect again.
Serves 8 | Hands-On Time: 10m | Total Time: 10m
* 1 lime, cut into 8 wedges
* 1/4 cup sugar
* 2 pints lime sorbet
* 1/2 cup tequila
1. Rub the lime wedges around the rims of 8 stemmed glasses. Place the sugar on a small plate. Turn each glass upside down and dip the rims in the sugar to coat.
2. Place 2 scoops of sorbet in each glass and pour 1 tablespoon of tequila over the top of each. Serve with a spoon. (via)
This is a must-try this summer.