I don’t know how to think now. Perhaps I was too excited and care too much that if I fall, I would crumble. But the thing is I’ve spent hours, days and weeks of so much effort, got condemned even before my work is sent for verdict. I don’t feel good, really.

Never mind about that. Sunday’s aikido demo - I’m prepared but aini’s not. I don’t wanna look bad infront of so many people. So many people as in from Malaysia and China. Goodness. Where am I gonna find a day to train before the demo? Stupid tests, you’re an anti-climax to life.

I wanna be partying after this week. It’s my official holidays and please just let me go crazy for a lil while before I get back to reality again. :)