Time flies again huh. It’s actually the last day of the year 2011! Hm, I don’t have any resolutions. I really don’t. But for 2011 I have been very hardworking especially for the past 5-6 months. Maybe not everyone is going to agree with me but all the achievements that I’ve gotten is priceless. BUT there’s always a but… I really don’t know how much longer can I sustain in this kinda tough environment. Training can be tough, that, I don’t mind. I just cannot apprehend and go through shit to make me feel like shit. I mean even a piece of shit can be used as a fertilizer. I’m worse than shit. So for the next 4 months or so in the year 2012, I’ll still be working hard. I am pretty much numbed of feeling worse than shit. SO NOTHING CAN PENETRATE ME. Really, I’ve got nothing to lose. Even the tall, hairy and self-centered man can’t. He who constantly proclaims that he’s the devil and always threaten not to drive him CRAZY is seriously, um, speechless for him la. Maybe he needs anger management. Ok ok… shhhhhh… be nice to people. HA!  

Time flies again huh. It’s actually the last day of the year 2011! Hm, I don’t have any resolutions. I really don’t. But for 2011 I have been very hardworking especially for the past 5-6 months. Maybe not everyone is going to agree with me but all the achievements that I’ve gotten is priceless.

BUT there’s always a but… I really don’t know how much longer can I sustain in this kinda tough environment. Training can be tough, that, I don’t mind. I just cannot apprehend and go through shit to make me feel like shit. I mean even a piece of shit can be used as a fertilizer. I’m worse than shit.

So for the next 4 months or so in the year 2012, I’ll still be working hard. I am pretty much numbed of feeling worse than shit. SO NOTHING CAN PENETRATE ME. Really, I’ve got nothing to lose. Even the tall, hairy and self-centered man can’t. He who constantly proclaims that he’s the devil and always threaten not to drive him CRAZY is seriously, um, speechless for him la. Maybe he needs anger management.

Ok ok… shhhhhh… be nice to people. HA!  

(Source: thecoastaltheory)